If you are looking for a fun blog, this isn't the place you are looking
for, but if you are looking for some enlightenment "maybe", you will
find some in here.
This article, is a my personal deep introspective, in the human
condition of achievements and, hopes.

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We all, born and die in this world by chances, not by a high will.
I don't believe, there's a path already laid in front of us, but only
casual events, which determine our fates.
"Today unfortunately I am in a negative mood, probably after looking
for some God answers to my prayers.
I'm a catholic only by name, but in reality I didn't choose to be it.
I came to realize that, whatever I do, the world won't stop to move
forward in its destructive path."

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Humanity, primordial birth sprang from mother earth generosity and,
afterward by co-occurrences, we were elevated to intelligent identities.
But do we, deserve this gift from mother earth?
Some time I think, we don't!
What use we make of our intellects, sometime is really questionable.
Looking in our ancient history, I can say that we made of our
intellects, a really bad use!
Our ancestors were apes, and like all the living beings from this
planet, we were indeed rooted with animal instincts.
Only with time, and only by accidents, we succeed finally to get
toward, a higher status as unique species, differentiating ourselves,
from all the rest of living beings of this world.
We in fact, became thinking beings!

We are weak in our minds, we are doubtfully of our decisions, we pray
for forgiveness for our own sins.
That why we are always, looking for comfort and support to our doubts
and, weaknesses, in a perennial need of guidances, and reassurances
from something that isn't there.
We are not unique in God's eyes, because isn't there any God looking
upon us.
We can evolve from this stage only if, we accept who or what we really
are!

"My mind is in a complex, and sometime confusedness state, due to the
fact that it, is looking for answers.
Answers I won't get from anyone, except from within myself.
This is only a phase of my personal life, I hope, I'll get through this
like other times, may be with...God help?
Now I've been controversial!
Indeed I am, but only because I'm human, and as all the rest of
humanity I'm weak, and prone to mistakes, and therefore looking for
assurances to my doubts, but in the same time I know, I can count only
on my intellect to overcome this stage."

As humanity in its superior intellect may one day, realize that needs
to take care for the world in its entirety, including all the living
beings on it, because it is the only one we have and than, only than,
when we will realize all this, we may one day achieve to another stage
of human evolution, we will elevate ourselves close to God.
We'll be more God like because, we finally will manage our fates "our
existences are only in our hands".

All this can be debatable, but irrefutably is a necessity to talk about
it.
Undoubtedly, we are guided and motivated by contort and, selfishness
concerns, rather than selfless intents.
Intellect can be a be a distinctive factor on human consciousness, in
determine our destiny.
In fact, humanity depends on its own intellect to survive and, move
forward for a better and, brighter future.
Also, when we'll learn to really tolerate and, take care of our less
fortunate, our environment, and of all the living beings on it, than we
will move closer to a high achievement.
We will become all together, an all new species.
We'll become a highly elevated beings, ready to move forward in our
evolution.

What complex, and dark thoughts I got today.
Tomorrow "hopefully", will be a better day...