Life is weighing down on me, killing me inside   Something I could never be will guide me to the new   Light   Frustrated   Sedated   I pray to myself      God please   Don't take away from me      The only fucking thing   That I learned to believe   I am becoming the monster   You promised to keep him away   Now I feel like he's living in me      Anyway, I could never ever be   What you think is right for me   Are things that I will not believe   I want to start a new life   Get myself a sharp knife   Look into my own life   Kill things I don't like in me      But sometimes I feel OK   And think I'm unique   You always try to critique   I turn my back on it anyway   Sucker! Punk-ass motherfucker   I am loco   Te falta un poco   To get your ass in a choke-hold      Just kill me - I can't breathe   I am guiding myself right to the end   I can't learn - come to terms   With the sickness that makes me crash and burn      I'm crying, I feel like I am dying but I'm trying   I beg to myself put my pride up on the shelf   Life is not forever   But if life will stay together   I would have a friend in my depression, have an end      But I've been thinking   And thinking always gets me into trouble   But since I have a double personality   I wasn't me you see   Now I'm a refugee   And everything inside of me is just a part of my   Disease      Just kill me - I can't breathe   I am guiding myself right to the end   I can't learn - come to terms   With the sickness that makes me crash and burn