You cannot wait on you. You are already what you are waiting for. Waiting is just another form of seeking.



This chattering mind - that is not you, but arises in the very one that you truly are - is very insidious in its ways of having you fooled into believing what is not true of you. This is what you are suffering.

You are the very aliveness that is flowing through this vehicle that you keep on believing to be you.

This is what you are.

This aliveness - which is felt in and flowing through your body and your mind - which can be physically felt, brings you into alignment with you. You are that in which all things arise. If you keep on believing yourself to be less than who you truly are then you will suffer that belief.

You can believe god to be a goddess as much as you like but you are the one in which these gods and goddesses arise in.

You are that which is beyond that which creates, sustains and destroys all things. Without you nothing is.

If you believe yourself to be this chattering head then you are going to be left waiting a very long time for you to relieve yourself of your belief in what you are not. While you are being lost in "not-you", your "not-you" is going to perpetuate more "not-you" stuff for you to be entrapped in (quite a catch-22 eh?) while you are waiting and praying for relief from this very "not-you" that you persist in believing to be you - while all the while who you really are is, freedom itself, love itself.

While you persist in your belief of not knowing and thereby not seeing who it is that you truly are you are inevitably going to suffer this belief of yours that you have yet to gain and understand "more" (of whatever it is that you need to gain "more" of) to come to this realisation that you already are - even if you have decided to pray and wait for grace to come along and relieve you of your continuation of the "not-you" stuff that you perpetuate while you pray and wait.

This also applies to those of you who have come to this place of where you are attempting to "go with the flow" with whatever is arising - the non-fight with what is. Once again, this non-fight is only occurring whenever you remember to not fight; and even then you need to battle with trying not to fight *chuckling*.

It does not matter what you get up to.

You can even run around laying your hands on peoples heads while thinking of your guru, informing them that they might become enlightened while you are persisting in not "seeing and being" who you truly are - you may even be the one that is having the hands layed on your head while you are experiencing beatific visions.

This is not you.

Who you are already is right now.

For you to be this one that is already you requires you to "stop and drop" what you are not, in any given moment - namely this moment right now.

You have to see who you are.

Now.

You can.

Because you are.

Being who you are does not change any arisings of the dance of life as they arise (including any beatific visions). You however, will not lose sight of your self in those arisings. Nor will you ever forget just who it is that you truly are, no matter what the body or mind is going through.

The transition of "stopping and dropping" what you are not and the "seeing and being" of who you already are need not be a long and drawn out scenario. As you awaken energetically to who it is that you are then the heart can incarnate on this planet for all.

This idea that your thinking feeds you of waiting for something to descend upon you that will relieve you of the suffering of the persistant activity of not being who you already are - which is what you are up to because you are hoping to receive something to add to your "not-you" - is not going to work for you. It cannot. Nothing (absolutely nothing) can override your choice in pretending to be what you are not. Only you can stop that activity. It cannot be forced upon you to stop being what you are not. That is entirely up to you. Sure, there are things which can help and assist you to no longer carry on being what you are not. But, at the end of the day it is entirely up to you whether you are going to continue choosing to be what is not true of you or if you will "stop and drop" what is not you and "see and be" the one that is already true of you in this very moment.

Love is coming to town whether you want it to or not.

It is making it easier for us to see who it is that we already are.

The choice though, is still ours to decide whether we will "see and be" who we are.