Nothing stops you from the realizing of who you are, this "you" of you that is flowing through your very eyes right now, except for desire and fear. You are afraid of being impersonal; you fear impersonal beingness; you are afraid of the idea that you are not the someone, the person that you believe yourself to be.



It is all quite simple, in fact, extraordinarily simple. Turn away from your desires and fears and from your belief in the thoughts that create them and you will immediately be in your natural state of freedom and delightfulness. You already are in this natural state of the "you" of you that is peering out from behind and through the eyes of this mindbody that you find yourself flowing through, of course. You are simply suffering the furthering out from this "you" that is already right here and where "you" are; you are only suffering the covering of this belief that you are the mindbody, over the top of who you already are - as if this belief were true of you.

You listen to the thoughts that travel through the mind as if these thoughts were true of "you". This is all that you are suffering. As a spiritual seeker you believe that you are growing through ripeness and effort, of becomings and attainments, of merits and achievements, of destiny and grace. But all of these are merely mental formations and projections of an addicted mind, of who you think you are. Instead of helping, they are obstructing your realization of this "you" of you that is already right here in the free standing position-lessness of being - the very heart of existence.

Who you are, this "you" of you, already is. You want to make "who you are" into an achievement, an addition, to add onto what and who you think you are. You can even be woo-ed, stroked, moulded, caressed and attracted into the seeing and being of who you already are and straight away - within a nanosecond - you will revert back to who you think you are with another storyline to tell of how you had a seeing, or even worse, how you are now being who you are.

You will revert back to your chattering mind as your guidance once more. This very guidance of yours is what has you out on a loop in the perpetual distraction from realizing who it is that you truly and already are; keeping you in the dark and veiled from seeing that this "you" of who you are is already standing freely of and before this mind even arises.

The one, that is flowing through the eyes of this mindbody that you find yourself flowing through, is no other than the immense blockness and rocklike solidity of nothingness and everythingness - totally impersonal, even as it is flowing through the eyes of this mindbody. This motion of aliveness that is flowing through your eyes is who you are, this "you" of you, the seer. It is not a someone or something.

When you find this very seeing that is flowing through your eyes, and you stop at and as this one; when you come to being deeply at rest in this "you" of you, you are completely freed from and relieved of having to be who you think you are. This is an enormous relief. Just that on its own would be more than enough to be the attraction to surrender your addiction to who you think you are - your mind informed mindbody. However, that is not simply the end of it, that is only the beginning of this heart of existence and its ongrowing incarnation into and through this mindbody that you find your self flowing through.