Hello everybody, Royan here. I am not satisfied with my appreciable tall height and medium built figure. My super shy nature has made my life hanging upside down. Although, I get along pretty much well with others and have a group of close friends, I feel diffident when I come across a girl. I can barely convey how bad I feel when I see my friends going out on date with the girls they meet at bars and pubs. I really feeling pity on myself when I find myself sitting in a corner of bar with my drink.
My shyness has been always left me feel embarrasses before my friends. Some of my friends even tried to arrange a blind date for me, but it never seemed to work out. But enough is enough; I really need to get rid of my coyness as early as possible. I don't want to be a loser who never gets a date, that's kind of too upsetting.
So guys, tonight I am going out on a date with a girl to end this session of shyness. The girl is same whom one of my friends dated a couple of moths back. It's a blind date as I have never met this girl. I'm feeling too anxious; this date has to be successful. I want to find a girl that I can say I'm dating, that I can say I am going steady with. I cant bear it any more as I am being the left out one when my friends and I go out. So wish me luck!