Can we try? I’ve saved my best for you tonight.    This is the very last day that I have alive, because without you here I die.    So don’t tell me, cause I already know that nothing in the world would mean a single thing,    until you are here with me and I’ve shared it with you.    I need to get these words out before I choke.    My rooms on fire and the headboard to my bed is broken…    And so am I.    From all these nights, that I’ve spent alone.    I should have known, if I let you into my heart, that you would be tearing it down from the start.    Grab a map to see how close we really are, and pretend that I feel blessed but I know that I’m not because your leaving.   Underneath the shade of this tree, please look me in the eyes and tell me you love me because I need to hear that lie.