I feel like I'm pulling on both ends   Holding on to something   A little bit of nothing, but so much more   You can't start to feel the way I do   Unless you've been there before   Lost a little something   Learned a little something   What, I'm not sure.      There's nothing I can say   There's nothing I can do   When everything I had   Seems like a little dream with you   I'm pulling all the paintings down      Trying to escape   The scent of my sheets at night   The smoke you could not take   You can't start to feel the same   Unless you've laid here before   Building a little something   Lost a little something   What, I'm not sure      There's nothing I can say   There's nothing I can do   When everything I had   Seems like a little dream with you   When everything I've lost   Compares to everything I've gained   There's nothing left for you except   The memory of your name      And I can't stop turning pages   Looking for a stone   Something you left unturned   A little strength I found alone   And if I find you, where I left you   The moment you ceased to care   I hope I have the strength to   Smile.   Have the strength to   Smile.