Kristina is standing dead still   Her eyes are out the window   She’s on the lawn behind that old house   Where no one ever goes   And one day she will be gone   and one day I will be too   I thought I knew how it all would go   I thought I knew, what did I know?   Nothing      It’s one step forward, two steps back   Here’s me with a big smile, here’s me about to crack   Give me a push and watch me fall   If I never learn, then what is it all good for?      And I’m so tired of fighting   I’d rather lay down right now   I’ve walked with thunder and lightning   But all my will has run out      And I grew 10 years older just over the night   I was looking for something, here’s what I found:   A heart & a hand & the love for a band   And the warmth of a girl sleeping by my side…      It’s one step forward, two steps back   Here’s me with a big smile, here’s me about to crack   Give me a push and watch me fall   If I never learn, then what is it all good for?      And I grew 10 years older just over the night   I was looking for something, here’s what I found:   A heart & a hand & the love for a band   And the warmth of a girl sleeping by my side…