Her eyes look down on me, upon my sorrow   As my soul lies on its death bed   Lost in regret, I Could not change   "I will stand strong in every way"   Nothing but a lie to myself, step by step   Closer to destruction   When I try to turn away from that image   I have failed those created in my own image   I have crumbled   I say in a small and frail voice, I say   I will not fall and under the pressure of her gaze, I   say   I will not crumble   I will not fall   This ethic must permeate every aspect of   my life, not just those that come with ease.   Rise above, regain control   Tear away from that image   This "one time" has become a habit   and will no longer be found within me   I say again, this time with much   conviction and sincerity   I will not Fall   I will not crumble