I don't know this person in front of me   I knew you one but then you departed   A vicious circle a lashing to your brain   Look at you now you're back where you started   Is this all you ever wanted   Is this all you'll ever be   Cause you'll get none   And you've undone the good you've just done      Why can't you just live without the needs   A muted blur of a life that's shattered   A losing battle this feus within your brain   A perfect life where nothing mattered      Everything turns to grey   You take yourself throught the pain   You never ever see the things   Is this all you'll ever be   Everything's a transparency   And you'll get none   You're undone      You're back where you started