As much as I've been trying to say   As much as I appear OK   I'm holding on   Pretending nothing is wrong   There's many things I wanna see   But first of all I gotta see me   Coz I can't breathe      Now that we're over   Lifes getting colder   Trying so hard to feel the sun      Can I begin to re-live my life?   Release all the pain inside   Over done now   Wanna love again      Every day is a different vibe   Up and down like a fairground ride   Over done now      How can I begin?   Oh oh oh   How can I begin?   Oh oh oh   I'm not trying win   Oh oh oh   How can I begin?   To love again      Situated in my bed   Pictures running through my head   Some are good   Some wish I never took no no   The probability of me   Feeling down and lonely   I'm no longer scared      Now that we're over   Life is getting colder   Trying so hard to feel the sun      Can I begin to re-live my life?   Release all the pain inside   I wanna love again   Over done now      Every day is a different vibe   Up and down like a fairground ride   Over done now      How can I begin?   Oh oh oh   How can I begin?   Oh oh oh   I'm not trying win   Oh oh oh   How can I begin   To love again?      Hold on   When all the hope is gone   I'm starting at the ending   And I'll just move on      Fall down   Still wearing my crown   Nothing's gonna hurt me   Coz what goes around comes around   Yeah oh oh oh oh   What goes around comes around      Baby can I begin to re-live my life?   And release all the pain inside   Over done now      How can I begin?   Oh oh oh   How can I begin?   Oh oh oh   I'm not trying to win   Oh oh oh   How can I begin?   To love again