It’s in this wake that I find myself   Losing the will to resume this Hell   When every breath is a dying wish   It’s harder to follow the point of this      This broken place that I call my home   Has deepened the sorrow that I have sown   And I can’t erase what is in my heart   I want it to finish before it starts      My own solution insufficient again   No false illusion, this devouring threat   I break the vessel, giving air to its red      And open my fate to the darkened sky      I’ve been fading away   I’ve been waiting on the call to reach my veins   Ready or not   No attention to waste   Every sorrow of the self will read my name   When I cease to exist      So now I’ve come to the final sleep   I pray that forgiveness is mine to keep   I know it’s hard to forget this man   Driving the failure into your hands      My own solution insufficient again   No false illusion, this devouring threat   I break the vessel, giving air to its red      And open my fate to the darkened sky      I’ve been fading away   I’ve been waiting on the call to reach my veins   Ready or not   No attention to waste   Every sorrow of the self will read my name   When I cease to exist