Been thinking about   All of those lies that you heard me say   I can't make them go away   Been thinking about    All the mistakes you've seen me make      When I can barely hold on    You promise me you won't let me go    And I want you to know      I don't live a perfect life   But God knows I'm trying the best I can   And I have wasted so much time   Pretending I'm alright about who I am   Now I'm living the best I can      Been thinking about   It's so hard to see what you see in me   Would you lay it out for me?   Been thinking about   This isn't the way that I thought It would be      When I can barely hold on    You promise me you won't let me go    And I want you to know      I don't live a perfect life   But God knows I'm trying the best I can   And I have wasted so much time   Pretending I'm alright about who I am   Now I'm living the best I can      I'm breaking down   And now I've found   A reason to make it   This time around   No matter where I go   I want you to know   I know that I'm never alone      I want you to know      I don't live a perfect life   But God knows I'm trying the best I can   And I have wasted so much time   Pretending I'm alright about who I am   Now I'm living the best I can      No matter where I go    I want you to know    I'm living the best I can      And I have wasted so much time   Pretending I'm alright about who I am   Now I'm living the best I can