Looking on the outside   You'd never even guess   That on the inside my bones shatter like glass   And this hit that you put to me   Left me down and out on my knees   Drowning in my own regret   So forget everything I ever said   And fail this fixed fight   Wipe the blood from my lips   And the fire from my eyes      And I fear that I'm too far gone   To even start to tell the difference   Between my dreams and the air that I breathe   Healing only starts when we see the scars on our own wrists   I'm at a loss for what to do   For what to do   Is this how we know what to question what we hold onto?      And my mind's being jaded   My love is slowly fading   Keep me from the one mistake I know I can't afford to make   And it costs me everything I own   And I just don't know   How far now can I swim out in this ocean of my own regret   Before I lose it all and drown      And when I thought it was all over   And I sank beneath the water   You wrapped around me tight   And you rescued my soul   Now I'm never turning back   I'm returning to my home   Never turning back   I won't look back