(chorus)   I've done it I've blown it again   Gone and lost my one true friend   If I can't stop it, it's gonna end   I've done it.   I've blown it again   (repeat)      Finally I'm seeing clearly    I'm writing this so you can hear me   How did I get it in my head that you   could do me wrong? No.   Since I got to know you better    I found that I was glad I met ya   Why did I listen to those lies when   you were standing there for me?      Why did I never tell you?   Why did I not say?   Why did I push it away?   Why did I never trust ya?   I could've told you all my fears   All those years, now I'm ashamed of my ways      (chorus twice)      Diggin up the heart within me   Dismay is the only feeling I see   I have to say my heart ain't what it could be   Open up the box   And tell me what it should be   You can't free a bird if it ain't gon' fly   You can't live a life if you don't ask why   Such a think as too much information,   trapped inside this condemnation.      Why did I never tell you?   Why did I not say?   Why did I push it away?   Why did I never trust ya?   I could've told you all my fears   All those years, now I'm ashamed of my ways      (chorus)      Sorry I said it.   My motor-mouth done and did it again.   Exceeding the speed limit, and now I'm feelin' it.   I'm knee deep in it,   Ready to roll like a Jeep with the keys in it,   So give me three minutes   'Cause I admit it, I was wrong with no   right to expect.   Maybe you might just accept my apology   Even though it feels funny,   'Cause when the penny dropped,   I'm like, "Oh my gosh, I Killed Kenny!"   I can't believe I'd end up dissin' a friend.   Man, I shoulda known better than to listen to them.   With their see-though, poisonous lies, deceitful,   Made you the last one on my list to speak to, yeah.   Sticks and stones break bones and kill.   Word wounds take long to heal.   I was wrong for real.   And I ain't even gon' try to deny,   'Cause I missed the mark,   And I missed it wide.      (Chorus Three Times)