So you hustle 'til the pain grows   Fight until the needle call always when the needle calls   So you hustle 'til the pain grows to strong   So you hustle 'til the pain grows   Fight until the needle call always when the needle calls   So you suffer 'til the pain goes to long      Left the city just to save myself   Headed west, looking for that ocean breeze   It's down in Santa Monica, where the wind blows strong   And the saltwater washes you clean   Walking through the dollar store   Isle five, head down, daydream looking up and there you are   Hey girl what you are you doing out here   It's been a long time now      Go for coffee then we talk, talk reminisce   Talk, talk on and on   All about the things we missed   But always just behind the smile   You got the same sad eyes      In your secret garden there is no one   Who gets the key to your heart   Your poison flowers survived for hours   But now they're tearing you up   And we all change, we all decay   When our hearts are broken down      Take a weekend take a week   Falling fast I'm falling deep here we go   It's just like it was before   No matter what I do or what I say   You'll never let me in   You've been working out in Hollywood   Easy money, f**ked up job back on the street   We both know it's no good   But every night you're heading there   You've got the same sad eyes      In your secret garden there is no one   Who gets the key to your heart   Your poison flowers survived for hours   But now they're tearing you up   And we all change, we all decay   When our hearts are broken   And finding ways to face the day   When our hearts are broken down      So cold so sickly twisted beautiful   And time will not be kind   Your cancer grows so deep inside of you   And I cannot rewind