It was a total fabrication    Just to start a conversation with a girl   I tried to show her something better    And all she saw was something bitter from my world   Pretend that I am greater when all I am are shadows on the wall   I think that I am standing the world that I constructed starts to fall      But everyday   I live a life    Don’t understand    Will I become nothing that I’ve planned   But everyday I wish that I could run away    I find myself beneath the masks I’ve made       I get so lost in a crowd of me   I get so blind by what I see    I get so lost in a crowd of me    And I don’t even know the man I used to be      Like a fraud I tried to fool you   As the facade I dearly cling to fades away   But the mask I wear tomorrow    It doesn’t take away the sorrow of today   I been reaching our for something    To fill the haunting void within my heart   The masks that I keep wearing are sure but slowly tearing me apart      But everyday   I live a life    Don’t understand    Will I become nothing that I’ve planned   But everyday I wish that I could run away    I find myself beneath the masks I’ve made       I get so lost in a crowd of me   I get so blind by what I see    I get so lost in a crowd a crowd of me   I don’t even know the man I used to be    I don’t even know the man I used    Say I don’t even know the man I used    I don’t even know the man I used.    To be.