They?ll find it on the stairs   Politely placed it there   Been so unkind without a hint   No warning sign for them      Read my apology   Their hope of disbelief   But no denial changes things   No remedy ahead      I am not to be martyred   I am not to be worshiped   I did it not to be strong, strong, strong   I implicate no others in this crime      I?m off on a rocket ship prepared for something new   I?m off on a rocket ship ecstatic with the view   I am scared of the things upcoming   And I want for the things I don?t have   Cannot stand to be one of many   I?m not what they are      We'll gather in my name   The morning will begin   It's all or nothing over there   It's teasing me again      I am not to be martyred   I am not to be worshiped   I did it not to be strong, strong, strong   I implicate no others in this crime      I?m off on a rocket ship prepared for something new   I?m off on a rocket ship ecstatic with the view   I am scared of the things upcoming   And I want for the things I don?t have   Cannot stand to be one of many   I?m not what they are      I am scared of the things upcoming   And I want for the things I don?t have   Cannot stand to be one of many   I?m not what they are