I started out on the wrong foot   Now I'm not myself   I am Jekyll, I am Hyde   Found this place to hide   Come seek me      Oh, so up and down   So back and forth   So insecure   Can't get this taste out of my mouth   Swallow it down, pretend      An' hold it, an' hold it all in   Let it build up   Oh, build a bomb   Then blow it, blow it away   Clear it all out   Just end it      I'm just a normal person   Without those problems   When did it change?   Admissions so embarrassing   I'm on the verge of tears again      An' hold it, an' hold it all in   I'll let it build up   Oh, build a bomb   An' blow it, an' blow it away   Clear it all out   Just end it      Oh, look I took the band aid off   Did I take it off too soon?   Hysterical confession   My big courageous move      Don't grasp at the predictable   A comforting lie can't last   Preordained checklist of this awkward love   It's so sad      An' hold it, an' hold it all in   I'll let it build up   Oh, build a bomb   Then blow it, blow it away   Clear it all out   Just end it      An' sort it, an' sort it out   I'll just give it back   No thank you   An' toss it, an' toss away   Eliminate   Just give up      I, I can't decide   This tug of war   I'm feelin' weak   Yea