I've been trying my hardest but it's not good enough   I'm back where I started when life was tough on me   There's only so much you can do when it's started   Pull away pull away just pull away   You can try to no avail to discard it   Go away go away just go away just go away      Solved all of my problems for everyone but me   How is that a solution or recovery   There's only so much you can do when it's started   Pull away pull away just pull away   You can try to no avail to discard it   Go away go away just go away just go away just go away   I've done it again   Let down my closest friend at least he used to be   Until I pushed you away    You'll never understand and I'll never understand   How I could do these things   When I miss you more than anything      I stopped my ill behavior   And I'm up off the floor   It didn't stop the pain   It cleared the way for more, much more   There's only so much you can do when it's started   Pull away pull away just pull away   You can try to no avail to discard it   Go away go away just go away just go away   I've done it again   Let down my closest friend at least he used to be   Until I pushed you all away from me   You'll never understand I don't understand   How I could do these things   When I miss you more than anything   I've done it again   Let down my closest friend at least he used to be   Until I pushed you far away from me   You'll never understand cause I'll never understand   How I could do these things   When I miss you more than anything