I live under a sky of angels   Bulletproof vest of all my dangers   I've been deceived by your flowers   Planted around me, sweet smell   Replaced all the, all the vapors      Every day you think I live a lie   You think I wanna die   But can't you see I'm what I wanna be?      Every day you think I live a lie   You think I wanna die   But can't you see I'm what I wanna be?      I've been misunderstood   About my being around   I can't seem to stop letting people down   Oh, that's what they say      I still don't care about them   Or what they're thinking, what they're thinking   It's not fair for anyone   To believe them or me or the papers      Every day you think I live a lie   You think I wanna die   But can't you see I'm what I wanna be?   Every day you think I live a lie      Oh, Jesus, you know what I did?   What did you do?      Every day you think I live a lie   You think I wanna die   But can't you see I'm what I wanna be?      Every day you think I live a lie   You think I wanna die   But can't you see I'm what I wanna be?      Now I know what my destiny is   It's the ultimate rift in the little will I have   I'm not gonna last till the end   I'm still my only friend   Now I know what to do      Much to your dismay   I'm choosing a day   To find my new home   The answer to my biggest question