Creeping up again    Lost myself and it's too late    Killing time again    Waiting for my only fate    Trapped within the cage    That I've built with my own hands    Can't release the rage    Shattered life and broken plans       If I knew myself    I wouldn't keep on doing this    But I trick myself    And believe with just one kiss       I can't believe the things I do   All for the sake of pleasing you       In the dark again    Afraid to move but can't sit still    Killed my heart again    To myself I give this pill       If I was myself    I'd find strength to push away    But I hurt myself    And I weaken more each day       I can't believe the things I do    All for the sake of pleasing you       As I come to know you    My disgust grows a new    As you tighten your grip    My worn throat is slowly slit       I can't believe the things I do    All for the sake of pleasing you    I should just stop and let you know    But I'm afraid of letting go    Letting go