Standing in the back of the line   I feel the others try to push me   Down and keep it away from me, yea   Grabbing at the one thing that I know is mine      Can't you see me with my head to the floor?   Feel the recklessness of absolute desperation   Valued sentimental pieces of the life   I thought I held in my hands      Why do I always try   To better what I am?   Can't I realize   That I've always been sinking?      Failing everyday   It only helps to aggravate   The sickenin' feeling   Inside that won't go away      Fall down   Pick yourself up and fall down   Do wait for my cup and fall down   This is what it's like to be me, me   Can't you see what I see?      Why do I always try   To better what I am?   Can't I realize   That I've always been sinking?      Why do I always try   To better what I am?   Can't I realize   That I've always been sinking?      What I am is what I feel   But what I feel is nothing real   What I know is all I want   Is to be saved from this spot   To be saved from this spot   Is to be saved from this spot      Why do I always try   To better what I am?   Can't I realize   That I've always been sinking?      Why do I always try   To better what I am?   Can't I realize   That I've always been sinking?