[music: Tchort, lyrics: Tchort]      A blessing from below, born a sweet child like foretold    Could it the boy that I used to be    Oh, father please forgive me if I`ve done you wrong    For how long will you let me suffer all alone       Father! Please!      A father`s touch, a beating one too much       Hiding in the closet waiting for him to sleep    What others saw of me, was what dad wanted them to see       Father! Please!       I want to taste the free, like nothing ever used to be    I want to taste what is mine    Am I evil, could it be, that I am the one they fear    Look at me, I am the sweetest one you`ll ever see       I made it through the old into a brand new life    No more hiding in the closet, waiting for him to sleep       Into the shadows of old    Strange memories of time gone       I was never rightfully yours    Storys like mine, that were never told    Out of the window feeling free    That is how I killed me...