Pain is self-inflicted, cause is not   I long for my time, long before its due   tired of resting in despair   Judge me for who I am   relieve me for what I am   Remember me for what I was   Forgive me for what I became   Where shadows speak of memories   I stand alone in my dark and lonely world   surrounded by this cold embrace of temptation   White bewinged angel of light   tempts me to change my life   come, come to me, she whispers   longing eyes, she stares through my soul and mind   wants me to become one of the light   ah, serpent of lust and lie, where will my path go?   Should I be tempted by the light or should I remain in darkness   all alone, all alone.....   Why all this sorrow, why all this confusion?   I was one of thee, why am I left behind?   Hate - fills my mind   Sorrow - breeds my life   But of those I choose, no one is sent out from you   My way will be long, my road will be unknown   path to eternity, eternity lasts forever   light of day, day of darkness   I will never be trustfull again....   I am not for you, I am not for those   not for light, not for life   Farewell to sunlit world   on the dark side we will meet   we will meet again after life...   Time passes slowly   I fade away, life drained   what used to be, what could have been now   I feel no pleasure, only pain   I feed upon my fear of life   trapped in agony and despair   Anguish of the night   I will meet you again   on the other side...