I had enough words to say that I was sorry   I had enough ways to make it go away   But foolish pride has ruined the path before me   I guess the sun can only shine here once a day      I drowned myself in a wave of lost ambition   I filled your world with my hate and disbelief   I trapped my soul in an awkward disposition   And deep inside I hope that no one sees me      Can you feel the pain I hide   I laugh out loud but cry inside   No one's there to save me from my doubt   Cause I don't dare to speak the words out loud      Try to find me in my sorrow   Time won't take away the truth   Can't change the way that we are changing   I hope that we will finally learn to      Can you feel the pain I hide   I laugh out loud but cry inside   No one's there to save me from my doubt   Cause I'm too scared to speak the words out loud      I walk the desert all alone   No place to rest my mind   The sun is burning in my soul, in my soul      Pride is our strongest thing in common   And time isn't always on our side   But tears are not the only answer   It's time you took this blindfold from me      Can you feel the pain I hide   I laugh out loud but cry inside   Will you be there to save me from my doubt   If I can learn to speak the words out loud   Out loud