i break the bones to pieces in my hands my clenching fingers,    why did i push you away?    i still sit plagues with questions, your actions, your intentions,    were you the same all along? did i just get bored?    was it that i just couldn't smile anymore?    why couldn't you just talk to me?    with your face and i know you're at a loss from what    tired of keeping it inside so i failed at you    and now i pass out every night i associate the worst things    when i think that it is right and i know that i'm okyou threw away i just wish that you had left my innocence.    that you're well even though you put me through this    even now i still wonder how you are truly concerned    because i see that it's better off this way