O Lord, I think I?m falling to my disbelief   I?m cursing like a sailor and lying like a thief   It?s hard to heed the calling from the better side of me   When I?m blaming everybody else and no one?s coming clean      O Lord, can You see my thick skin wearing thin ?   And the demons of a lesser me are beckoning me in   Those who gathered 'round me I?m watching them all leave   'Cause I am my own ragged company      So you can take a trip to China or take a boat to Spain   Take a blue canoe around the world and never come back again   But traveling don?t change a thing, it only makes it worse   Unless the trip you take is in to change your cruel course      ?Cause every town?s got a mirror   And every mirror still shows me   That I am my own ragged company   I am my own ragged company      Won't You help me, Lord?   Won't You help me, Lord?   Someone cut the cord   And I'm falling down again      Oh, it?s lonely, Lord, it?s mighty cold   And I don?t wanna live this way   Afraid of growing old      It?s hard to heed the warning when you cannot see the crime   The only way to remember is to forget in a rhyme   And I?m scared to tread the red road that leads to Galilee   'Cause I am my own ragged company   I am my own ragged company   I am my own ragged company   I am my own ragged company