I wish I was free of this   I see her in my dreams   Wish that she wasn't there      But she still haunts me and I      Still feel her breath on me   Still want to taste her skin   But I know that would kill me      No damn her, still I choke on her lies   Still Reeling from her last caress her goodbye      Oh how this sickens me   This wretched fools affair   I can't erase this from me      And now it permeates   And every thought I feel   The anger writhes in my soul      No damn her, still I feel my stomach turn   Choke back hold my head high I'm strong      No damn her, still I choke on her lies   Not reeling I'm strong      No damn her, still I feel my stomach turn   Choke back hold my head high I'm strong      No damn her, still I choke on her lies   Not reeling I'm strong      I wish I was free of this