The rain soaks my apparels   The wind blow continuously, it's cold   A shelter is not visible   Protection seems to be out of reach      The severest way I had to go   The longest way I had to fall   Now all the ties are torn apart   I thought this is the end...      The moonlight is fragile   Like the coat of glass all around you   I often injured myself   The scars can not heal anymore      How often I collapsed when I desperately waited for a sign   All you ought to do was to free myself from my suffering and pain   Hopelessly I wander about in town   The scenes repeat time after time   I'm standing alone on the negative of the photograph of my life      Why is it only the worst I can feel?   Why can't I laugh and be glad, just like all of these fools?      The severest way I had to go   The longest way I had to fall   Now all the ties are torn apart   I thought this is the end...      The wind devastates all my thoughts - he can't blow them away   My eyelids are swollen, but what do I expect to see?