I should have mentioned it all    I should have wrote you a song    Not healing well    All of these splintering ends    How dare you bring this up to me    It took me years and years to leave    I spent my time pretending    Fight, survive, repress, and bury    Somewhere within me are the words I saved      Thank you, I owe you something    So I will be honest    And tell you just how you made me feel      I tried to say I'm sorry    You never heard it from me    Born in this place    I'm sick of feeling guilty    Read in me anything you want    Assume that I am still distraught    As long as we're re-living      Lie, forgive, move out, and bury    Where were you when I killed myself    last year?      I'm making new memories    Without the horror    I'm begging you    Let this story end      Fight, survive, regress, and bury    Where were you when I killed myself    last year?