you dont know what you put me through   its okay ive forgiven you   but in some way hope it fucks with you      iam okay and ive made it through   but whos to say what your going thorugh   you called me names but i didnt want to   isnt it strange how it seems like yesterday      iam already afraid   lost deep inside   my place to hide   to hide from how you make me feel   and i wonder how you are   did you end up fucked up like me   lost in yourself crying for help   its sad to say      i learned to live without pride   just a shell with me stuck inside   but theres not a place to hide      and i wonder how you are   did you finally make it through just like me   finding yourself not needing help   its safe to say