Do you know how to feel?   Do you know what it means?      Rock-a-bye baby it's time to break   The habit that you fed   Sweet sorrow while the cherished dead   Blow in my mouth, every breath I take   Although I need you I don't want to bleed for you      So long suicide   Going right out of sight, out of mind   Leave me alone and abandoned   Hello, I'm alive   I'm loaded alive, yes I know   In my bones I know what is going to do it for me      I steal the beauty and I taste the hurt   There's always time for pretty flowers   growing in the dirt   But time is your needle aimed to my heart   And I must be hollow because I can't follow there      So long suicide   Gone right out of sight, out of mind   Leaving me alone and abandoned   Hello, I'm alive   I'm loaded alive and I know   In my bones I know what I'm good for   Hello I'm alive   I'm loaded alive yes I know   In my bones I know what I'm doing      And I'm scared of being ordinary   God I swear to live like anyone   And you know it's hard to swallow   But life goes on      And after all this crash and swell   We are just human   And after all is said and done   We're only human   You're out of sight and out of mind   I'm saying so long suicide      The half dreamed shade of yesterday   In bloom tomorrow