on my own pretending he's beside me   all alone i walk with him till morning   without him i feel his arms around    and when i loose my way i close my eyes    and he has found me      in the rain the pavement shines like silver   all the lights are misty in the river    in the darkness the trees are full of starlights   and all i see is him and me    forever and forever      and i know its only in my mind    that i'm talking to myself and not to him   and although i know that he is blind   still i say there's a way for us      i love him but when the night is over    he is gone the river's just a river   without him the world around me changes    the trees are bare and everywhere    the streets are full of strangers      i love him but everyday i'm learning   all my life i've only been pretending   without me his world will go on turning   the world is full of happiness    that i have never known      i love him......    i love him......   i love him but only on my own...........