i have seen what it means    to detest and to care    and to outlive the dream of you and me    this has been a disease overtaking a new    sense of being    pain staring from your eyes    have we made a promise?    strained too far this lie    the trust has been broken again    and this path will never lead    past the nightmare straight    towards my grace.    not another fucking forfeit....forget    rising hate left to fear    i won't be buried in here....no    buried in here    now crawl in to the shadows    your power betrayed lied and wept    a self destructive ocean.    displaced this torment    and it's dyin' for destruction    it will devour our pain; just let it    release this agony.    we can control it    some things were.....meant to be    some things were meant to be just...    tourturous pain