Suspendid    I'm weightless    Probing through my thoughts    I'm unconcious    I swallow the thought of one day    I will wake to reality       How can I find my own?    Lost in a fantasy    When will this life be whole?    I've tried a million ways    To break free       I stay high    Sedated    Insecurities far away now    Wasted, I stand here and bleed    For a way to reinvent me       Prepare for the leap    There will be no more suffering    Push within to find the will    To plunge to the end       Take a deep breath    Plunge to the face of the earth    For the awakening    Face down on concrete    Pick up all the shattered    Pieces of me