me, I never keep any secrets from myself   I think I like the shame   just to say the words to the ones that I've hurt   it kills my pain      these are my hands that have   touched another man   these are my feet that are   drawn to the quick sand      chorus   I want to break   I want to fall   to be cut by   the jagged edges as I   learn to crawl      I'm not the one you think I am    I'm not the one you need   I'll only make you bleed      I'd give up everything I have   give up everything I am   to want you, the way you want me      these are my arms   that have held another tight   these are my lips   that he kisses well into the night      chorus      and yet he turns me so   I'll easily forget   all I have ever known      chorus out