Collect my thoughts that are in my way   All the time I thought I'd say   Giving back to what I've gained      It's endless this waiting and waiting   Holding the cure in my hands   Can't keep the hide on the marrow   Watching parades from the stands      Collect my thoughts that are in my way   All the time I thought I'd say   Giving back to what I've gained   In the circle it all follows me   Hold the smoke and I will see   That there's nothing left for me      (chorus)   I was living in a hole   Dug beneath the earth try to find my soul   In my unclear mind I was living cold   Never realizing time would make me old      It's useless to fight when you're empty   Throwing your fist with your mind   Keep all those games for your weak friends   Smiling without any spines      I am my own weakness   I am my own shit   You are just as fucked up as I am   I am just as fucked up as you      I was living in a hole   Dug beneath the earth try to find my soul   In my unclear mind I was living cold   Never realizing time would make me old      Just a fucked up kid I'll always be      I am my own weakness   I am my own shit   You are just as fucked up as I am   I am just as fucked up as you