I've got it now    A thorn in my side the size of a Cadillac    Drive it through    'Cause backin up now would be next to impossible    I had it all    When I was with you I forgot about everything    Eighteen months    Eighteen months seems like fucking eternity      But you'll be there, to dry my eyes    When I breathe you in, in '97.. in '97       I've got it now    Like a thorn in my side the size of a Cadillac    Drive it through    'Cause backin up now would be next to impossible    I had it all    When I was with you I forgot about everything    Eighteen months, I won't breathe for eighteen months       I don't deserve this, I don't deserve this,   I don't deserve this, no I don't deserve this   I don't deserve this, no I don't deserve this,   I don't deserve this, no I don't deserve this,   No I don't deserve this, no I don't deserve this no