Don't leave me alone   I'm feeling so numb   I need you to be here   I need you to call   And everything's wrong   A beautiful shame   And everything's ugly, hazy and gray   And doesn't it hurt?   Trick and control you   Deceive and destroy you   Doesn't it hurt?   Forget and move on   I'm here and I'm strong   I've got you to blame when   It's finally done      I'm not afraid   Of these feelings here inside   I'm sure someday, I'll let go of all this hate for you   I'll let go of all this hate      Does it make you feel inside   What you never felt before   Did it promise you a life   But that left you all alone   And doesn't it hurt?   Trick and control you   Deceive and destroy you   Doesn't it hurt   Forget and move on   I'm here and im strong   I've got you to blame when   It's finally done      I'm not afraid   Of these feelings here inside   I'm sure someday, I'll let go of all this hate for you   I'll let go of all this hate      Doesn't it hurt...you   Doesn't it feel...sick   Doesn't it hurt...you   Doesn't it feel...sick      And I'm on my way      I'm not afraid   Of these feelings here inside   I'm sure someday, I'll let go of all this hate for you   I'll let go of all this hate      I won't come around no more   I'll just let you go away   I won't come around no more   I lost my way.   Really lost my way.   So, Really lost my way.   So, Really lost my way.