It went so well for you   With a place right where you wanted   And the ones to fill it too   But some blows break the spell   That it hits you everyday   Until you need to hit as well      It's just a shadow of the man you should be   Like a garden in the forest that the world will never see   You have no thought of answers only questions to be filled   And it feels like hell      It all seems fine for you   Till the struggle of ambition   Turned in violence upon you   Sometimes a landslide comes   If you're hiding in that avalanche   You need a place to run      It's just a shadow of the woman you should be   Like a garden in the forest that the world will never see   You have no thought of answers only questions to be filled   And it feels like hell      I know there is no need for what's been done   I know there is enough for everyone   But frustration brings a heavy hand to bear   And there never is a hand      Did we ever have it good?   While we lived in El Dorado   Did we find the gold we should   If it really was the truth   Why are faces filled with anger   That should only shine with youth      It's just a shadow of the people we should be   Like a garden in the forest that the world will never see   You have no thought of answers only questions to be filled   And it feels like hell      Know there is no need for what's been done   I know there is enough for everyone   But frustration brings a heavy hand to bear   And there never is a hand outside that cares      Still the promise comes of living fit for it all   If we only get our back against the wall   I look at backs that push the wall for years   Scarred by many knives and too much fear