Taking part's what counts, but you were not around,    never understand my goals for you   Looking back, seems that everyone in my life, I will be waiting for you   I will be waiting for you until the evidence conveys another side   You'll never understand my hopes for you   Sleeveless in miniature, monster overture, never be complete unless you know   Looking back, seems that everyone in my life will be waiting for me   I will be waiting for you until the evidence conveys another side    Have you found your way home? Have you found your way? I feel wondrous, controlling me seems like a good idea   I'll do my best to uphold you, but I know that in the night   Ever wonder if it's forever, the moment passes, but I feel you now   I feel wondrous and holy and I know it's all right   I'll do my best to uphold you and I know that in the night   Ever wonder if it's forever, the moment passes,    but I feel you now, all the way down   So I'll try not to breathe as I hold my head still,    the light bends on my face, there'd be tears if I cried   And I'll try not to think what the happy things were   I just think of the stuff that just made me shit scared   And I'll just close my eyes and I'll see everyone   that I'm leaving behind for the dawn of the sun   And I'll try not to feel, yes I'll try not to feel,    and I'll try not to feel on the way down