Welcome to my nightmare of masquerades in shades of grey   I'm paralyzed by all the fear inside my head   Is this how it's supposed to end?   With white light rushing in      Just strap this ball and chain around my neck and choke me   And I'll try to scream for help but the words just fade and whisper   And you can hear my every thought and how it haunts me   But I'll fight with every ounce of strength that I have left      If I dream tonight, will I die too?   And if I fall asleep, will I fade away?      It's just a dream, when everything you second guess   It's not my time to die, I will not leave tonight   Just like the stories that they told   And those demons want me now      If I dream tonight, will I die too?   And if I fall asleep, will I fade away?      Wake up from this nightmare   Wake up from this lucid dream   Wake up from my real life