My life might be different but at least I can say   I trust my own rules and I trust my own way   Don't judge me by the way I feel   My thoughts are genuine my life is real   I don't know why I don't make a big deal   Sometimes I wish I could run away      When I wake up every morning   Every single day   The sun is still shining but my sky's still gray   And I don't know what to think   Everything that's been said and taught to me   Fades away like a somber symphony   And I don't know how to feel   I listen to what I've been told before,   but it doesn't seem to work anymore   And I don't know what to do      Sleepless nights and hopeless dreams   Out of reach is how things seem   And I don't know what to think   Another time, another place   Having thoughts I can't erase   And I don't know how to feel   Just hold on, I'll meet you there   It'll work this time I swear   And I don't know what to do