the tears are warm    I'm washing off last night    I wish I would've slept through it    I wish I didn't know what you did    one signle though    going over and over in my mind    I don't own you    and you don't owe me a goddamn thing       but I wish it was me    it's never been, it'll never be    you can say that it didn't mean a thing    but it means everything and it's killing me       oh, well, here's to luck    I could walk away now and forget    your name, your face    and forget how much it hurts    but I never forget that I love you    and I would never forget I could never have you    this all means something    this means I give up       and I don't about you    and I don't give a fuck who you fuck    and when the one you left for leaves you    I won't come back