I have wondered, I have worried    And I've walked a complicated line    I have hungered, I have hurried    And I've almost lost my mind    Feelin happiness, does not have to be    A smile of regret, that's left from behind    Had no choice, and could not speak a word    But the picture is fading, and I'm tired of waiting ...      There'll be faces at the doorway    Torn between the right and the wrong    And the road I have followed    Left me to sing an older man's song    Had no choice, and could not speak a word    But the picture is fading, and I'm tired of waiting ...