Once I was happy   Once I was alive   The spirit of life's beauty,   And the limit of the sky   Watching lives get taken,   Made something in me die   And every day is a struggle for my spirit to survive      Tell me how I lost the will to be   'Cause my soul simply crept outside of me      Somebody tell me where to go   (Searchin' for my soul)   Thought it was stayin' but now I know   (Searchin' for my soul)   It left an empty space you know   (Searchin' for my soul)   If you should see it send it home      I tried to be strong but my strength is skin deep   If happiness is coming,    I hope I have the vision to see   I'm so heavy-hearted   I've got the billy blues   Lately I can't even bring myself to watch the news      Oh I feel the weight of all the world   Is resting on the shoulders of this girl      [Chorus]      Every time one of us goes down   Like I'm looking at my own blood on the ground   Seems like everybody's lost their minds   And I just might be the next one in line      [Chorus]      Searchin' for my soul   Searchin' for, searchin' for, searchin' for my soul   [Repeat]