Waking up at twelve in my clothes again   Feel my head explode from a night of gin   Another night out late, I don't wanna drink   Don't wanna be a clown, gotta get my feet   Back on the ground before it pulls me in      How come it ended up like this? And who's gonna   Catch me when I'm coming down to hit the ground again?      All by myself 'cause I don't wanna drag you down   Hold you down 'cause you're a friend, I blame myself   I guess you think it's funny now, funny now      On the underground with the freaks and frowns   Looking at the world through silver clouds   But then it all came down, I gotta rise above   The emotional flood, gotta cut these ropes   Around my hands, pull myself around      How come it ended up like this? And who's gonna   Be there when I've lost control? I'm heading to crash land      All by myself 'cause I don't wanna drag you down   Hold you down 'cause you're a friend, I blame myself   I guess you think it's funny now, funny now      All by myself 'cause I don't wanna drag you down   Hold you down 'cause you're a friend, I blame myself   I guess you think it's funny now, funny now, it's such a shame      All by myself 'cause I don't wanna drag you down   Hold you down 'cause you're a friend, I blame myself   I guess you think it's funny now, funny now, it's such a sin      All by myself 'cause I don't wanna drag you down   Hold you down 'cause you're a friend, I blame myself   I guess you think it's funny now, funny now