I have it in me   To meet my maker   And ask him why he likes to play   Such sick games with hearts and brains   But i'm finding reasons   To keep on breathing   And learn from past mistakes   I'm heading down hill   With no lights   Or breaks      I carry scars from my former loves   Bury our passing and holding our hands   You kick the dirt to cover up the holes   I stand before you a new man   So I disarm   I'm as open as a child's love but   Still as uncertain as the where abouts of that   Lost ring   That you're looking for   You're still looking for   That you dropped somewhere   On the dirty diner floor      And I still remember   The reasons why we   Dropped everything that we were doing   Just so we could fall asleep   Some words that I said   Have made some dents in   Your delicate outer shell   We can nurse this back to health      poised for battle, i'm invincible   i've had it made see i'm armor for skin   You approach, you're finger outstretched   You're plugging my only defenses   So I disarm   I'm as open as a child's love but   I'm still as uncertain as the where abouts of that   Lost ring   That you're looking for   You're still looking for   That you dropped somewhere   On the dirty diner floor      But now you look at me with those eyes   You tell me all those things you despise about me   We can throw the furniture around   And all the things we found   And you could lock the door   Leaving no way out   I'm having conversations   With the back of your head   We're sleeping back to back   On each side of the bed   If I could just touch your shoulder once throughout the night   And when we wake in the morning   We'll be alright      So now you look at me with those eyes   You tell me all those things you despise about me   We can throw the furniture around   And all the things we found   And you could lock the door   Leaving no way out   I'm having conversations   With the back of your head   We're sleeping back to back   On each side of the bed   If I could just touch your shoulder once throughout the night   And when we wake in the morning   We'll be alright   If I could just touch your shoulder once throughout the night   And when we wake in the morning   We'll be alright