Sitting back I only wish   Today will turn out fine   And wash away the stain   The poison in my eyes      What do you recommend   I feel my life descending   I'm falling out of reach   Catch me as I bleed again      I'm not insane   Can't reach the pain      If I could be all by myself   I could be me   If you could see, live with my pain   The thoughts that I keep      I hate the way they are   They're patronizing thoughts   Trying to get inside my head   Ask the questions I have read      But one thing makes it hard   Feel so fragile as I cry   So confused yet so alive   So abused the system lied   You lied      If I could be all by myself   I could be me   If you could see, live with my pain   The thoughts that I keep, yeah, yeah      Hands appeared around my neck   Felt so hard to breathe I stared   As my focus turned to haze   I could see them      If I could be all by myself   I could be free   If they could see, live with my pain   The thoughts that I keep, yeah, yeah   Yeah, yeah      Descend   Descend